I want something to be mine, just for once. All mine. I’m sick of being copied, or creating ideas only for other people to use. I’m not saying “Ohhh, I’m so popular. Everyone wants to copy me, ‘cause I’m like so cool…” however I’m sick of wanting to do/get something and people saying “Ahh, yeee. Now I think I wanna do/get that.” I’m getting sick of it.

She’s supposed to be my friend and all she’s ever done, and ever will do is be always try and beat me. She’s always been prettier and skinner, more popular and has more clothes and the latest technology. She’s always stolen all the boys I’ve ever wanted, and friends I’ve ever had. She’s a diffrent person to me, she’s not good at the things I’m good at, and now she’s trying to steal one of the only hobbies I have. I swear, she does it on purpose just to hurt me.

She’s always told me “I want to do childcare, and work with kids or homeless people.” And recently I’ve decided I want to be a journalist and photographer. Today, she goes around saying to everyone “I’m gonna be a photographer and journalist.” What am I supposed to say to that ? Now, everyone gives her attention and praise for it. When she isn’t even good ar it. People have always done that to me.

I know I sound selfish, and I assure you that’s not the case. I just want to feel special, and individual rather then just the left over scrap who could never do any better.

She’s made bad choices. A lot of bad choices, and then she says everyone’s against her. And then she goes around looking for attention, by saying stupid things like that. I’m sick of her taking credit of the good choices I’ve made or want to make.
I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want a friend who just wants someone to make up excuses for her. I don’t want her.