I don’t understand when people say “I feel so alone, even in a crowded room.” I mean obviously it’s because they’re hurting, and they don’t feel as though other people understand, and when you think about it, no one does.
Because we’re all so warpped up in thinking about our very own, personal pain, caused by our own problems, that we really don’t know how another person is feeling. Therefore, we don’t understand. So, to an extent, we are alone. However, the point I’m trying to make, is that I feel the opposite.

I may be completely alone, with no one else around but my own thoughts, and the shrieking silence of nothingness, and yet I feel so overly crowded that it’s almost hard to move. Figure that one out.
I just feel asthough, because my thoughts and feelings are so messy, and all over the place, that it’s so hard to keep up, causing me to feel so bunched up, and boxed in. It’s hard to explain, and if you understand what I’m saying, then chances are that you feel the same.

Maybe we don’t understand how being alone really feels. We use the term “alone”, for when we are by ourselves, but maybe we do get confused. Maybe by alone we mean “So caught up in our own thoughts, and bussyness, that we don’t pay enough attention to the people around us.” now I’m not saying that’s necesarily a bad thing, because of course we have to worry about ourselves, but maybe, just maybe if we did stop, and pay attention, we would be distracted from our own thoughts, and forget all about being alone, therefore, really enjoying time to ourselves. Everyone goes through pain, some more than others, but if you distract yourself from your own, maybe being alone won’t be so bad after all.

I myself, find it’s much better being “alone”, but maybe that’s because I’m so alone, I don’t realize..